The Country I Live In

I am living in Malaysia and though it is a beautiful country, I'm beginning to hate this country for some apparent reasons. To highlight one of it, how could someone owing millions of ringgit in taxes to the country is not barred (or failed to be barred as claimed by the IRB stated in the media) from leaving the country where here I am, failing to settle a study loan is strictly barred from doing so.

For human development? or Protecting the riches?

Can't they even make a sound judgment on that?

Fuck this country!

http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2010/10/26/nation/7298264&sec=nation

Second Attempt

My second attempt on HDR. Macam budak kecik, new thing hooks me.

Post Processing

During the early days of my photography, I was always admiring good photos that I found while browsing for inspiration. I learnt that there are lots of factors implied in producing a good photo. While investing (or wasting) endlessly to new and more superior gadget is one of the factor, I knew (or rather hoping as definitely I couldn't afford in acquiring the new gadget most of the time) that it wasn't just the hardware, but a sort of alteration or modification or enhancement surely have been involved in producing such photos. A further research on the net (by using the words above) has led me to the world of post-processing (or PP in the shorter term).

Inspired by a certain photos I've seen, I have ever since been trying to get the similar result only to discover more ways of doing it. As it has been, the general appearance of photos that I took were inconsistent due to the experimental post-processing methods I've discovered.

I've known about HDR (high dynamic range) processing technique at about the same time but I was always turned down when I saw lots of overcooked samples done by other enthusiasts. Apart from it, as I attempted to produce an HDR-processed image by using the software that I always used when processing my photos, my old workhorse just couldn't process it. I'd always thought, it must be that because this is an old horse. I was wrong.

Though it's true that my ever trusted PC is old enough with lesser capabilities compared to every other PC that I touch nowadays, the failure to process an HDR image in CS2 is due to the EXIF data embedded in the 'single RAW' technique I adopted to create the HDR image. HDR processing requires same images of different values in order for the software to merge these images. As I was using the single RAW technique to produce a set of images with different values, the Adobe Camera RAW embedded the same EXIF data for all those images thus the incapability of the built-in HDR in CS2 to read the different values for each of the photo.

The other option, and actually is the best (according to the findings on the net) to produce HDR images is by using PhotoMatix. I hesitated for so long to install it for some reasons - the computer being old and almost full is a part of it but being a reason is always used in any way as a justification to delay a thing.

It has been years and finally tonight, to heck with all those reasons, I decided to install it. I did and there I was fascinated with it and at the same time regretted that if only I installed it years ago.

Anyway, it's still an immature attempt and I am yet to understand the parameters within it. This is my second try, a set of photos that show the original photo, the one that has been through tiring and difficult methods to get a balanced exposure by using merely the CS2 and lastly the HDR attempt. I am not fully satisfied yet with the result but definitely I can foresee a major leap in my image processing for the years to come.

But first, I have to get the watermark removed first. That is by getting the license guys, not by the harder way of image manipulating.

Broken Finger Scene

In my life, at 4 years old, I've ran straight head on to the edge of the wall and had a deep cut on my forehead that has its scars clearly visible until now.

In my life, I've been on several times bled because of fireworks.

In my life, I've fallen off from both the bicycle and bike and sustained deep cuts.

In my life, there was once upon a time, a girl came beside me and simply struck a pen knife to my arm causing a cut so deep it still exists today.

In my life, I've twisted most of the joints in my body with one still plaguing my right knee for the past 10 years.

But I've never break a bone until now.

In my life, now I've broken a bone.

Dhea's Blurb!

Finally, something that I have envisioned even before I actually start clicking the shutter is to have it printed out represented in the best medium I can afford. I found out this book making service and been wanted to make one ever since. It does require a stock of photos to be included or else it won't be a book, so I had to wait for a while before this could be realized. Initially, I wanted to include all of the photos that I have but I think it's better to dedicate Dhea a book of her own. After almost a month of waiting finally the book has arrived.

What We Did On A Good Saturday

While she was sleeping...

...Mama baked this...

...and Abah cooked this.

Life

My life. Could have been better. Should have been better.